Every Once In a While

The name of a song by a band I used to listen to. The name of the band is "BlackHawk" and I used to love them. For one reason or another, I just thought about that song. Every once in a while I think about my little one. I listened to "My Name" and "Glory Baby" last night. OF course it made me bawl like a little baby. I can't believe how long its been since I was in the hospital. Seven weeks. I would have been a full day away from 12 weeks. How the time flies. I still think about it all the time and always think about how I would do this or that being pregnant and how I would be feeling. Would I be sick all the time? Would I be tired? Would I be bloated already? Would people who didn't know be able to tell? All things I will never know but always wonder.
I've been sick lately and really think that I am doomed to be sick every cycle from now on. I hate how tired I feel and how I'm not in the mood to sleep anymore. I've slept so much other the past few days and even called in yesterday! I NEVER call in unless I feel super sick and I had a temp of 100.4. I think that qualifies as being able to call off. I also got Adam sick so I know that I was contagious. That is not a good thing. If I were to give this to anyone or to manage to re-infect myself, I would be so upset.
I have a feeling with all that we are planning for this cycle, that it will be our time. Things just seem to be going right. My brother is out of prision, Adam and I aren't fighting all the time (hope I didn't jinx it) and I'm starting to feel a little better each day. I just hope that it will be our time.
And for those who are curious about the song, here's the link to youtube. Sorry the audio sucks but its a good song none the less. Enjoy! http://youtube.com/watch?v=4DfseyymR1s